Johnp - Down Bad Lyrics

When I was down bad I was down bad
Lost my faith when I lost it all I was out back
Had no place mane I lost my soul It all bad
Hated God cus I had no love I was heartless

Lord, what am I supposed to do?
Only thing I have is my life to lose
Sleeping in the back of my lac with the baby in back whole life is a obstacle
I can't even see what's possible
I can't even see past got to do
When the car need gas and my stomach on E and I can't get sleep on top of shoes
I had nowhere to go, No family to turn to
Not in my circle
Friends in my corner that turned into serpents
Homies that knew me had moved away further
I was in hell, living in darkness no matter the smile
All of my thoughts was crazy and wild
Like who could I rob or why I should die
How you could love me and hurt me so hurt so hard
When I call you you don't answer
I gotta bone to pick but famished p
I gotta get now for my family
I gotta chip on me I'm so damage
When I ask for grace I get stranded
I don't feel the love you abandoned me
And now I don't feel strength your message
All I wanna see is dollar signs
All I wanna see is dollar signs
Guess I gotta get it on my own
My father's gone I'm dead inside
All I wanna see is dollar signs
All I wanna see is dollar signs
Guess I gotta get it on my own
My father's gone I'm dead inside

When I was down bad I was down bad
Lost my faith when I lost it all I was out back
Had no place mane I lost my soul It all bad
Hated God cus I had no love I was heartless

I was so materialistic
Never really read it never listened
People always said that they be wit you
Never really matched up to your vision
I judging you for what the world did
Put you in a box just like the world did
Till you cornered me into my purpose
Put me in a place to be in service
Then you pulled me out using my walks as our talks
Showed me how to be what you want
Showed me that you separated me
Just to give me your keys and to give me more life no wants
Never ever let me go you sent me with your soldiers to hear your word and see the world focused
Read your word and see the gates opens
Know your love is here cus I'm broken
And Every Time I drifted
You pushed me fa to do it how you meant it
Order me through your action not a sentence
Automatic when its static or a issue
Automatic like the miracles in Matthew
Automatic all I gotta do is ask you
I will never leave or fold you
I will never let you go
I was living so low but you never let never let me go
You would never let me go

When I was down bad I was down bad
Lost my faith when I lost it all I was out back
Had no place mane I lost my soul It all bad
Hated God cus I had no love I was heartless