Paint my nails black as it fits my mood
I'm tired of looking around for something to prove
You don't know how it feels inside my skin
And neither do I because I numb the feeling
Take it away, all of my pain,
I've got a bottle I've got to finish
Take it away, take it from me
Cause if you don't I might drown in it
And I keep tellin' my, tellin' my, tellin' myself that my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep tryin' to, tryin' to try, try to win, but I'm losing everyday
I wanna get up and fight, but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feelin' sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone, I wake up it was just a dream
It was just a dream
It was just a dream
It was all a dream
I walk around cold to the warmth of life
I see you trying to talk but I'm deaf to lies
I believe in promises of tomorrow
If I don't make it there know that I'm sorry though...
Take it away, take it from me
Cause I really wanna believe, after the rain, someone will say that there really is more for me
And I keep tellin' my, tellin' my, tellin' myself that my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep tryin' to, tryin' to try, try to win, but I'm losing everyday
I wanna get up and fight, but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feelin' sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone, I wake up it was just a
See I been through hell and I am still good to come back
There is no conductor to get this on track
I have dreams of freedom from the circumstance I'm in
If it's in His plans for me then I will win
I'll just dream til then
And I keep tellin' my, tellin' my, tellin' myself that my bad luck's gonna go away
And I keep tryin' to, tryin' to try, try to win, but I'm losing everyday
I wanna get up and fight, but I don't have the time
I'm too busy feelin' sorry for me
When it looks like the clouds are gone, I wake up it was just a dream
It was just a dream
It was just a dream
It was all a dream
It was all a dream