Jonathan - Lately Lyrics

Aye bro, you good?
I mean, shit, I guess
I'm alive yanno
I mean, I'll figure this shit out
I thought you were going to go see your pastor about that
Yeah, I'm starting to think that he won't be able to help me either bro

Lately I been strugglin with mental health
I wake up in the morning thinking I should kill myself
Got all my niggas sayin I should get some help
I'll think about it later maybe, I'm just tryna build some wealth
Lately I been strugglin with mental health
I wake up in the morning thinking I should kill myself
Got all my niggas sayin I should get some help
I'll think about it later maybe, I'm just tryna build some wealth

Aye, now what ya thinkin sir
Yeah, it's clear my optimism's really sinkin sir
I think I should tell complete his mission sir
And you can tell em I said it like Eddie Griffin sir
If I let it fade it might bring some comfort
Daddy said I'll wait for you son, but I ain't Mumford
Professor plum ain't got a clue, he look like Colonel Mustard
He said this pain is from a dame because a nigga lust her
Now there's a possibility I'm just being dramatic
Or that a nigga hella cool with remaining static
It's no way it's cause my friends fall to the systematic
There's no way I can forget it cause he shit be tragic
I've always heard the power of God can heal
I left that man a voicemail but I ain't heard from him still
They say to keep on working cause there ain't no luck in joy
But if I'm perfectly made in his image then what's the f*ckin point, nigga

Lately I been strugglin with mental health
I wake up in the morning thinkin I should kill myself
Got all my niggas sayin I should get some help
I'll think about it later maybe, I'm just tryna build some wealth
Lately I been strugglin with mental health
I wake up in the morning thinkin I should kill myself
Got all my niggas sayin I should get some help
I'll think about it later maybe, I'm just tryna build some wealth

Now you tell me, am I anxious or depressed
Niggas give me dank shit to eliminate the stress
Here take my money and you can try your best
To try to help me straighten out all this f*ckin mental mess, shit
It's to tell you how I'm feelin when I ain't feelin shit
You say you care for your kids but I ain't feelin fixed
Maybe you don't have the answers or you plead the fifth
I'm supposed to feel your love but I don't feel that shit
Now the pills don't work cause the shit still hurts
I'm still in the search but you not my first
Cause I'm feelin worse, feelin like I'm cursed
Shit, put me in the dirt
I think I'm done. You not there, it's fine
I feel when DMX was askin for a sign
I'm bout to go self medicate with my guy
Holla back at a nigga when you get some time, nigga

Lately I been strugglin with mental health
I wake up in the morning thinkin I should kill myself
Got all my niggas sayin I should get some help
I'll think about it later maybe, I'm just tryna build some wealth

Momma always told me Jesus Christ should be my shield
If I wanna hear him out then why His voice concealed
They say don't test that man but how I know the nigga's real
Cried out way too much, maybe he don't want me healed

Lately I been strugglin with mental health
I wake up in the morning thinkin I should kill myself
Got all my niggas sayin I should get some help
I'll think about it later maybe, I'm just tryna build some wealth