[ Featuring Obi Ben ]
There's a hole in my heart but I'm not dead yet
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Numb the pain to avoid what's inside my head
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I can't be alone for another night
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Just me and my thoughts and I
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Need something to fix my mind
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Alone for another night
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Need something to fix my mind
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I've never really liked me much
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Always doubt my stuff
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Never felt enough
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I don't know why it hurts but it does
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To always be high and numb
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And Medicated
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Ah ahh
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Medicated
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Ah ahh
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Medicated
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Ah ahh ah
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I'm messed up and faded
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I'm done being medicated
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There's a future ahead but it's all grey
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It's all grey
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So God if you exist can you help me
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I'm not okay
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I can't be alone for another night
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Just me and my thoughts and I
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Need someone to fix my mind
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Alone for another night
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Need someone to fix my mind
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I've never really liked me much
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Always doubt my stuff
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Never felt enough
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I don't know why it hurts but it does
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To always be high and numb
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And Medicated
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Ah ahh
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Medicated
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Ah ahh
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Medicated
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Ah ahh ah
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I'm messed up and faded
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I'm done being medicated
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They ain't ever tell you what it's like to grow up
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Always in a rush yeah
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I'm in a rut yeah
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I'm feelin' stuck yeah
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I'm feelin' numb
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I wanna go
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Leave it all behind
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Yeah I'm sick of being low
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Throw away the pills I just gotta take control
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Who am I
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Yeah I really gotta know
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Don't wanna lose myself
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I can't take the pain
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I'm in a living hell
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Jaded all the time
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I wanna change myself
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Rearrange myself
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'Cause I'm way too high and numb
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And Medicated
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Ah ahh
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Medicated
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Ah ahh
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Medicated
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Ah ahh ah
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I'm messed up and faded
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I'm done being medicated
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