Jordan Williams - What it is Lyrics

I remember pictures of from when I was a kid
And my mama always told me
Dream as big as you can
And I'm looking in the mirror like 'as big as I can', oh
I prefer women, yeah, I'm rarely into men
And my mama used to wonder if what my daddy did
Had anything to do with who I really am, oh
Ooh, whoa
I couldn't change if I wanted to
Ooh, whoa
I felt everything I never wanted to
I remember fire just to see it all again
Wish that I could keep my brother from knowing what it is
I know how my sister feels because her sister did, oh
Older with a lover and she loves me how I am
But it's hard for me to trust cause of how it was back then
And I'm still learning how to let somebody in, oh
Ooh, whoa
I'd do it over just to say that I wanted to
Ooh, whoa
How to feel when you never wanted to
I remember pictures
I remember fire
I know how my sister feels because I did
Older with a lover
Wish that I could keep my brother
Wish that I could say myself that I don't know what it is
Ooh, whoa, ooh whoa, ah, ah
Ooh, whoa, ooh whoa, ah, ah, ah