Jordyn - Admission of Guilt Lyrics

I don't really need you but I want you a lot
Do you really love me? I don't want you to lie
I don't f*cking need you but I want you a lot
Do you really love me? I don't want you to lie

Ever since you left I've been f*cking other bitches
I admit it, I thought I'd like the difference but I didn't
I had to quit it, I'm not one to give in but I did and
I regret it, this is admission of guilt

It was never as fulfilling, why was I so willing
Looking at my ceiling tryna lose the thought of you
With thrills and pills and feeling like a fish out of water
Tryna breathe air with gills, this is admission of guilt

There's a time and place for everything
But you don't make time for me

I don't really need you but I want you a lot
Do you really love me? I don't want you to lie
I don't f*cking need you but I want you a lot
Do you really love me? I don't want you to lie

Ever since you left my insecurities got bigger
Go figure, suicidal thoughts start to linger
On the trigger I find my finger, I'm meaner and
I'm ready to bust off rounds, I'm eager
This is admission of guilt

This is admission of guilt, I had so much love
For the house that we built
It was mix-matched but comfortable, made to last
But susceptible to an unpredictable wilt
This is admission of guilt

I don't really need you but I want you a lot
Do you really love me? I don't want you to lie
I don't f*cking need you but I want you a lot
Do you really love me? I don't want you to lie