I don't wanna just get through it
I want it to feel good if I do it
You don't wanna see me this way
I don't wanna see you anyway
I don't wanna bite the bullet
I don't wanna stay the same
I just wanna turn the lights back on
Maybe in a hundred days
Maybe with a different aftertaste
Sitting on a train to somewhere
Hanging in the same car anywhere but home
I got feelings that I can't explain
I just wanna turn the lights back on
Waiting to make a play, things won't wait to change
Waited half a decade, and a couple years just blur
Feeling like an empty space, looking for a piece of you
Can't erase it or replace it
So maybe you just face it
I don't wanna bite the bullet
I don't wanna stay the same
I just wanna turn the lights back on
I got feelings that I can't explain
I just wanna turn the lights back on
I don't wanna just get through it
I want it to feel good if I do it
I just wanna turn the lights back on