Josh Lee - Why Do I? Lyrics

Why do I self destruct
Why do I hate to love
Why do I do these drugs
Why do I beat me up
Why do I self destruct
Why do I hate to love
Why do I do these drugs
Why do I beat me up
I'm at the point like whats that point?
Bless this moment with a joint
Its important
I've been poised since a boy
I needed anointment
I made an appointment
But god didn't answer
He didn't wanna show up
I think he's annoyed... yeah...
Oh well...
I do the wrong thangs at the right time
Oh well
I know i know i know I'll just be fine
Oh well
No body got you like how you got them
Wanna stop feeling so boxed in
I don't really care what you care about
I ain't worried about ya where abouts
Right now right now...
I only want to ware you out
Like a new fit on a Friday
Yeah we gettin' drunk
This some new shit
But in 5 days
Theres be different stuff
In my vault
Its my fault
How i keep on switching up
I don't know
Who to chose
Who to lose
Who gonna keep me up
Who go'na hold it down
When ride around
If she's the one