Spinning around and around, I am useless and vomit up ends my insides
A centrifuge throws my feet high and I'm useless and what have I lost just to fly
And I stumble with stomach in mouth as I'm holding everything just to keep pride
But if I can't level my thoughts, and find footing, I won't make it off of this ride
And I, I am unstuck
And I, I wanna die
Depression is throwing me up, I am useless, your endless hopes weigh me down
And you think that I'm someone I'm not, I am useless, I'm shipwrecked but wishing I drowned
And what good am I in this moment where time cannot fly or let go of its hands
And how do I find myself fastened and waiting to fall when I can't even stand
And I, I am unstuck
And I, I wanna die
And I, I am unstuck
And I, I, I wanna die
And my winds always fail to power my sails and what might I find if they do
And where would I go, well I'll never know, I never push out to pull through
So spinning around and around I am useless, vomit up ends my insides
And I, I am unstuck
And I, I wanna die
And I, I, I am unstuck
And I, I, I wanna die