I've just been tryna fight all my feelings inside
But what if I close my eyes and don't wanna be alive
I'm so scared
I'm so scared
That I'll turn into someone who I won't like
Who I won't like
I feel so far away from home
Don't know where I'm supposed to go
How do I say I'm fine, I just think too much
But it still feels real like I'm in a rut
Oh, I'm ok
I'm just holding on
I've just been tryna fight all my feelings inside
But what if I close my eyes and don't wanna be alive
I'm so scared
I'm so scared
That I'll turn into someone who I won't like
Who I won't like
I feel the darkness sinking in
Back to the place I've always been
How do I say I'm fine, I just think too much
But it still feels real like I'm in a rut
Oh, I'm ok
I'm just holding on
I've just been tryna fight all my feelings inside
But what if I close my eyes and don't wanna be alive
I'm so scared
I'm so scared
That I'll turn into someone who I won't like
Who I won't like