Im rushing through the place we went
Intoxicated spinning head speeding at two hundred ten
I'm hanging by a thread
Holding on to words you said I never realized back then
That you never meant any of it
And that you'd rather run instead
And now I fall
Into darkness
Losing it all
I'm breathless
Pained by the memories
And all of these little things
I want you, I hate you, I hate that
I used to love you
Do you recall Cullen street
Sketchy little Airbnb where we tried a little vodka neat
Or that time on the road
Harmonize to music notes feed me fries as I drove
Did it mean anything to you
Do you miss me because I do
And now I fall
Into darkness
Losing it all
I'm breathless
Pained by the memories
And all of these little things
I want you, I need you, I hate that
I used to love you
And now, we don't even speak
We don't even talk
I don't even know if I have the strength
To carry on
I know that I lost a friend
But it's true, I'd do it all again
So maybe it's me
Maybe it's you
You know I loved you more than life
I just wish you tried to say goodbye