Joshua Ortiz - Confused Lyrics

I am so confused yeah
I don't know what I'm doing
So I started cruising
I feel like I am losing
I need to get away
Maybe moving up a state
Will just help me in a way
Probably make my mind straight
Lately I've been thinking if I get up on a plane
That can take me to a place
I can chill and probably think
Life's been hitting me so hard
Got a lot of shit to do
Expectations in my life
That I'm doing all for you
And I know that it's the truth
Lots of people tell me things
Gotta get me all confused
Even when I'm making songs
Asking will you get the views?
I don't chose who has to listen
I just grind and do my best
Either love me while you can
Or just try and be a friend
For you see me in a Benz
And you see my name trend
Lots of people throwing shade
Lots of love I feel decays
And my dreams of being happy
Always getting washed away
This shit isn't just a game
I don't really wanna play
Hop up in the car now I'm driving on the interstate
I am so confused yeah
I don't know what I'm doing
So I started cruising
I feel like I am losing
I need to get up out
I need to find my space
Asking for forgiveness
Could you take me to a place
I need to get up out
I need to find my space
Asking for forgiveness
Could you take me to a place
I am so confused yeah
I don't know what I'm doing
So I started cruising
I feel like I am losing