JOSHUA THEO - No Not One (feat. The Williams Singers) Lyrics

Sitting here thinkin'
Back when I was younger
I would turn up every weekend
I was poppin' pills and drinkin'
All these girls I was freakin ooff
Now I got my mind right
All I wanted was the limelight
Now i see with hindsight
Lord how I am worthy?
Not fit this journey
Cause Honestly I'm dirty
Like a Sunday game Jersey
I thank you for your mercy
I was lost and goin off the rail
You came down for me and tore the veil
Took my sin from me and paid the bail
So I could drank from the holy grail
Lord
This flesh I'm dealing with is oh so thirsty
Trying to resuscitate my spirit I'm so earthly
I am the dust
In you I trust
Remove this lust hurry
No there's never been anyone like you
You came in the flesh and they smite you
You took on the cross and we fight you
Lord
Thank you for new grace daily
Strength when my faith is wavy
Peace when the world gets crazy
Whenever I feel like tappin'
And givin' it up with this rappin'
You know the right call to action
You hit me with the closed caption
You remind of my purpose and the reason
I get lost at times up in the waiting season
But God let me be honest
It's just the way I feel
At times I can be selfish
I want a better deal
Like where's my money?
Where's my goals?
I know you heard my prayers
Tell me what's the hold?
Then You pop up after
Show me if it's my time
It would have been a disaster
Sorry I don't learn until the revelation
I need ya help to change the station