Josiah Davis - THICKANDTHIN. Lyrics

I swear these people I'm around put on a fake facade
They feeling stuck but they be flashy when the camera on
I drown away in all my feelings till it reach the dawn
And then I'm acting pacifist until they try to do me wrong
I'm spinning round inside an endless cycle
It's funny how they actin cool when they was once my rivals
If you hurt me no turning back, your decisions final
Yea his egos starting to crack and I ain't talking vinyl
Some my homies turning to rats, and now that got me spiteful
Gave his soul away for the racks, naw he ain't got a spinal
Naw she wouldn't care if I died, she got me in denial
At least I got pen and paper, my flows be homicidal
I switch the flow up on em
Got me sick, I throw up on em
Not too hot, I'll blow up on em
Out for blood, Rambo up on em
Sneaky, I'm a ghost up on em
Dirty need some soap up on em
Imma get this dough up on em
Fly just like a crow up on em
That was a mouthful just to understand
I know that my worth isn't defined by all these rubber bands
I don't gotta have this flashy stuff to know that I'm the man
That boy saw me spit a 16, and then he turned and ran
Now ask yourself a vital question
What do I gain with all these flashy things in my possession
Is it gonna matter when I'm dead and I be ascending
If I was out here in these streets dripped out in fendi
Cause now yo time finally up
Look at what you've done and wonder if you goin down or up, recollecting all the times when you was lonely feeling stuck
Ain't gon lie karma isn't on your side it's lookin rough
You feeling worthless it's hurting, been in your situation
You feel as if your deserted, ain't up for conversation
No matter how hard your workin, you never find salvation
Keep gettin flushed down the toilet, you feel like defacation
Yea all these rumors be spreading, it be just defamation
You spiral into depression cause all your joy be fading
You feel emotionally drained in need of an oasis
But still nobody ever cares, a melancholic statement
Been battling through all these hardships
The victim of some witchery, I met Agatha Harkness
Yea Jonas pulled a knife up on my homie, caught some charges, the fact that coulda been me is what really hit the hardest
But still I seem to find some light, even in darkness, people in my generation generally are the harshest
I'm feeling outkast they calling me obnoxious, I apologize for being me and that makes you raucous
I speak in rapid succession, you are nothing more then a hater, I ain't think nothin lesser
Swear all these people be faking, they just be actin, heath ledger
And yeah its kinda disgusting the way I spin words together

Come hold me close
Just let me know
If you're here through thick and thin