Josiah Spade - Win Again Lyrics

I got some mental problems
Real drama
Not the TV kind
I think I'm drowning
Think I'm flying
Bipolar half the time
I'm running off the enemy
But my bed is always welcoming, yea
I'm losing health
Gaining wealth
My parents think I'm fine
I've cried out twice
2099
This is my third time
I'm running out of my survives
I'm barely making it this time, oh
I told myself that good things come to those who wait
I tried to make myself believe
But it seems
How am I supposed to be fine when I'm living a lie
100 percent of the time
100 percent of the time
It's hard to be perfect when I'm always scrutinized
100 percent of the time
100 percent of the time
Cause I know
I'm a win again
Get a drop top
Then I win again
Album might flop
But I'll win again
Dead end job
But I'll win again
Yea
Win again
Producers block
But I'll win again
Writing off the top
So I'll win again
Never outsource
So, I win again
Yea
Win again
Trust my pen
So, I win again
I always sing
So, I win again
Never lip sync
Real win again
Yea
Win again
Never knock off
So, I win again
I might be off
But I'll win again
Thanks to my peeps
I win again
Yea
Win again
Win again
Win again
Win again
Yea
Win again
Win again
Win again
Win again
Yea
Win again
Win again
Win again
Win again
Yea
Win again
Win again
Win again
Win again
Shee