Josmar - Up One Lyrics

He told me he struggles mentally
A lost soul in the search for an identity
Feeling overwhelmed like everything is testing me
Loved you so much that I hate you
It feels like he's in a world that he could phase through
There's a plague upon this generation
Depression, confessions we feel incapable of making
Some just wanna feel stimulated
Others feel they're underrated
He told me he knows he's gotta make it
If it makes him slow he's gotta break it
His mind is so naked, he can't even fake it, he wants to live and not survive
He said he wants to ease all of the pain that's in his eyes
He said he's tired of hearing lies, he's traumatized
Thank me later but right now
Thanks for sticking so much obliged
I'll be up one, I'll be up one, I'll be up one
I'll be up one
Can't trust no-one
Why did you go
You were the one
I miss the feeling bae
Tell me the reason
I didn't see you leaving
It makes sense that's just how it goes
You make cents and attract the hoes
Everybody wants a piece of you when they see that you do the most
You think we're close?
Well not even close yeah
I've been steady now I'm ready celebrate confetti
Imma get cheese like spaghetti we'll get to the fetty
Don't hit me up don't tell me nothing put it on the shelf
Shout out to Ian him and I we did this all ourselves
Yeah I'm about my money like a prospect
Sticking to the blueprints
Making sure my work is flawless
Hit the gas moving fast like I'm lawless
Money coming in we just tryna speed the process yeah
And you better trust the process
In 2016 I probably couldn't top this
By any means imma get it my way
Look at 2019
Man we came a long way so wassup
I had to zone out for a minute
Really get to business
Push aside the feelings
I'll be up one
Can't trust no-one
Why did you go
You were the one
I miss the feeling bae
Tell me the reason
I didn't see you leaving