JovonGotJuice - Having Faith Lyrics

Suicide suicide suicide suicide suicide
Im jus looking for a bullet i can jump in front of
I would cut myself but if i live ion wanna clean blood
My heart dont even work its been a minute since i felt love
I be feeling so low im even lower then some mud
Like damn i been tryna stay strong but life is so tough
I use to have so much energy but now i dont even got enough
Everyones life doing so well but me i just cant relate
I just wanna quite cause it dont work when i take a break
I been having faith i been tryna wait
Just to get up out my mind i go to sleep to stay safe
Suicide suicide suicide suicide suicide
Im jus looking for a bullet i can jump in front of
I would cut myself but if i live ion wanna clean blood
My heart dont even work its been a minute since i felt love
I be feeling so low im even lower then some mud
Like damn i been tryna stay strong but life is so tough
I use to have so much energy but now i dont even got enough
Everyones life doing so well but me i just cant relate
I just wanna quite cause it dont work when i take a break
I been having faith i been tryna wait
Just to get up out my mind i go to sleep to stay safe
All these thoughts in my mind but if you ask me im doing fine
I need my wood clockin so i can get lost in some time
Just keep it parallel with me dont be going crossing lines
Theater kid i be acting my ass off they dont see the signs
I know how to see the real even thru a hundred lies
My life be shutting doors and saying no but i still try
I dont think you really learning if you never askin why
My emotions is too low but the weed helps me touch the sky
Suicide suicide suicide suicide suicide
Im jus looking for a bullet i can jump in front of
I would cut myself but if i live ion wanna clean blood
My heart dont even work its been a minute since i felt love
I be feeling so low im even lower then some mud
Like damn i been tryna stay strong but life is so tough
I use to have so much energy but now i dont even got enough
Everyones life doing so well but me i just cant relate
I just wanna quite cause it dont work when i take a break
I been having faith i been tryna wait
Just to get up out my mind i go to sleep to stay safe
Suicide suicide suicide suicide suicide
Im jus looking for a bullet i can jump in front of
I would cut myself but if i live ion wanna clean blood
My heart dont even work its been a minute since i felt love
I be feeling so low im even lower then some mud
Like damn i been tryna stay strong but life is so tough
I use to have so much energy but now i dont even got enough
Everyones life doing so well but me i just cant relate
I just wanna quite cause it dont work when i take a break
I been having faith i been tryna wait
Just to get up out my mind i go to sleep to stay safe