Rise Video (MV)

Like clouds in the sky I watch life float on by
Never imagined it would rain so much
Everything is always dark when the sun never comes up
So it makes you wonder
What kind of life am I living if I never see the light

Death pulled me aside
Said it's not your time
So I took all my anger
Put in all my rhymes
Now love is a stranger and hate has become a friend
Should've seen the end
What have I done?
Doubts ran into the moon and now I'm ready for what's to come
Who's the person I've become
Feeling like I got no one
Need to find my own path but I lost all faith
Face in the ground but I'm still standing
You can knock me down but I will only rise again
Looking to swim, not drown
I don't wanna be lost, I wanna be found
Find some peace and quiet in my own sound
First I need some help in loving myself before I love anyone else
Told her from the beginning she'd leave me
Guess she never wanted to believe me 'cause look where we at now
Wondering how we got lost in the time spent
Wondering where the love went
Hurt, broken, and not talking the day after I was walking away giving her the break she deserves

Guess I was too much for her nerves 'cause she up and left like I never mattered
Dreams and hearts shattered by the no f*cks given about me
Family always ready to doubt me
All I want is for people to understand me
All I got were people who couldn't stand me
Lately I've lost my flow
Don't know where the music would go
Too scared to do it all alone
Making me feel like I don't wanna do it
No longer a dream worth pursuing
What am I doing if the people who are suppose to be with me are on their own?
Even when I'm in the zone is it worth going alone?
Will the lyrics on my phone matter in the long run or am I just setting myself up at the end of a gun?
Yes it's all been fun but maybe it's time to let go and be done
I told myself I'd stick with it
Now I can't seem to find a way to fit it
All my time, I can't give it
I wish there was an easier way to do this
It's a long way to the finish
Maybe if I listen to my thoughts in the skies by the end of this I will make my own rise