Jpac Spaceman - So Long Lyrics

So Long
So long to how I feel
So Long
So long to how I feel

Nobody will love you as much as I did
I promise you trust me he doesn't exist, but I hope you could find someone
Close to what I am, somebody who'd die bout the woman he with
You traded once in a lifetime for a one-night stand. That is one thing I could not comprehend
That's like losing your house for a room you could rent, Hoe tell me how could you do something like this?
Yeah, it was perfect. Everything you worded, too good to be true
I should've knew that you rehearsed it it threw me for a loop
Like what did I do to deserve this? Then you threw me for a loop.
Like what did I do to deserve this pain in my heart?
I think I got too attached
Cause now im falling apart
You were my other half

Now I'm saying so long to this pain that been lasting for so long
Way, you did me like that it was so wrong
I gotta leave it in the past can't hold on
So I'm saying so long

So so long
To this pain that been lasting for so long
Way, you did me like that it was so wrong
I gotta leave it in the past can't hold on
So I'm saying so long

I went from spending the night with you every night
To spending every night in my room with you on my mind
Ain't had this type of problem before was doing just fine
All by myself now when I'm alone feels like I'ma die should've never trusted your lies
I guess love's really blind now I'm seeing your face when I'm shutting my eyes
I can't even escape. I'm just stuck in rewind can't believe that you played me like nothing now I'm
Can't escape cause I'm
Stuck in rewind
See your face when I'm
Shutting my eyes
Everyday I guess
Love really blind

Now I'm
Can't escape cause I'm
Stuck in rewind
See your face when I'm
Shutting my eyes
Everyday I guess
Love really blind

Now I'm looking at this gun thinking about how much I was pulling for you
How you take advantage of someone who'd take a bullet for you
Opened up, was not enough, How bout I really do it for you
Blow a chunk out of my cranium so I could prove to you that you was all I thought of
I'm losing my conscious I keep thanking God that we ain't had a daughter
Cause I cannot imagine you being a mother
Who you gonna run to when you done getting run through
Hope you know that ain't nobody ever gonna want you
I hope you know that pain gon last forever and it haunts you
I hope you know you sold a bag I hope you dont come running back
I hope you know I don't mean that I hope you know I miss you bad
It's projection I'm just crying out for help
Did I ever really love you or just never loved myself
Either way I gotta find a peace of mind so I'ma go ahead and leave you with this line one more time

So so long
To this pain that been lasting for so long
Way you did me like that it was so wrong
I gotta leave it in the past can't hold on

So I'm saying so long
So long
To this pain that been lasting for so long
Way you did me like that it was so wrong
I gotta leave it in the past can't hold on
So I'm saying so long

Can't escape cuz I'm stuck in rewind
See your face when im shutting my eyes
Everyday I guess love really blind
Now I'm stuck in rewind
See your face when im
Shutting in my eyes
Everyday I guess love really blind