Jpaulished - Looking at the Ceiling Lyrics

You ever feel like you got it all figured out?
And then you get hit with sumptn
That makes you fee like
I don't know who I am, where I am?
Or what i'm even doin'

Yea
Chair leaned back lookin' at the ceiling
These the moments in our life that be truly revealin'
How you gon' be the the savior?
Kill yourself, or kill it?
I just speak whats on my mind
You don't have to feel it
A young rebel, I done told you before
I'm staying grounded got my toes on the floor
And I just opened the door
Fresh in the game got my rookie card printed
I just aim, bang, shocked the glocks hittin'
Everybody screamin' stop
Nope bruh the clocks tickin'
So i'm never slowing down, key stuck in the ignition
They just wishin' on my down fall
They assed out like a down dog
You probably gotta google that shit 'cause it sound hard
Or you just snooze
You loser with your sound off
JP on the loose, movement movin' like a ground ball
Used to be a student, now i'm makin' mama proud ya'll
Used to call me stupid, now the one that they look out for
Cause they just scared
That i'm gonna be next
They never cared, now they cuttin' me checks
That's why i'm f*cking they ex
Haha
I heard it marks the spot
I'm like findin' buried treasure in the parking lot
Cause I be right in front of your eyes, but you ain't see me
Cold world, puttin' snow tires on Lamborghinis
You got it twisted, like the writer of the Cosby Show
Everyday I'm wakin' up the temperature be five below
It's like tryna raise the bar wit' a Verizon phone
Or Chyna chasin' Rob
Oh my god, to think they got a show
Body blows from Cassius and I only got a round to go
Tryna cook a classic, vision blacking out, I found the floor
Wow, waking up and they done took the title belt
Tryna stay golden, like i'm Pony Boy or Michael Phelps
Down the field i'm open
QB choking, So he clowned himself
Tryna stay afloat, while losin' hope
I should just drown myself
Yeah
Down in the ocean with Piranhas
Everybody bitin' sounds
Or they sleeping with pajamas
So that's why I'm fightin' now
To vacation the Bahamas
Layed back on a beach sippin' on Pina Colodas

Yeah
Sipping on Pina Coladas
Haha
Dreamin' of Rihanna
And I don't mean to sound thirsty
But it won't kill me
So it damn sure won't hurt me