Push that blade deeper in my chest I'll feel
Better when I'm dead bitch I wish you the best
I tried to hide in the last place I had left
I paint this smile on my face, cuz there's a war in my head
Push that blade deeper in my chest I'll feel
Better when I'm dead bitch I wish you the best
I tried to hide in the last place I had left
I paint this smile on my face, cuz there's a war in my head
There's a war in my head
There's a storm in my heart
There's a devil in my bed
She's trying to rip me apart
There's a flame in my lungs
I'm tryna spit out the embers
I lost my friend in December
And now I'll always remember
And I won't pick up
I can't give up
I'm tired of living my life with regret
I'm tired of never enough
I won't forgive
I can't forget
I'm better off dead and I'm so well dressed
But I always looked better in red
So you can push that blade deeper in my chest I'll feel
Better when I'm dead bitch I wish you the best
I tried to hide in the last place I had left
I paint this smile on my face, cuz there's a war in my head
Push that blade deeper in my chest I'll feel
Better when I'm dead bitch I wish you the best
I tried to hide in the last place I had left
I paint this smile on my face, cuz there's a war in my head