Juan The Dream Maker - On My Mind (feat. DJ) Lyrics

I'm not thinking about you, I'm not thinking about you
Woah, woah
You're the last thing on my, on my mind, on my mind, on my mind
How come my mind doesn't spin out of moment

The past kept me staying for a second praying that I keep going
To something that move on the next chapter of her life
I need to cut the string up the kite so she can fly
I've been so attached to genuine love, for once I separate

Logic and the cost, it's so numb
Shed a tear, called all of my brethren for some support
I'm mad, so tired, distressed, broken, down to his core
How long I haven't cried, why not ask for assist

Temptation is my weakness, but I always resist to ask for help
Cause I was raised by independent parents, Should I depend it?
Maybe I'm a nuisance so I kept my distance
Yeah, that's why I'm so introverted, the black sheep in my community of the white herd

I can lock love, throw away it in the casket, cause I will never touch it again where I once Grabbed it
I'm not thinking about you, I'm not thinking about you
Woah, woah,

Going through the motions, can I please have some potions
To whoever checked the notions, did you see all my emotions

Got no time to be coaching, you do not see an ocean
Rather feeling all the weeping, it's a me that can save
When I break out my prison, healing through the nihilism
There is no magnetism, coming from my optimism

They will never pick the symbol, or the hope that you assemble
Let a brother get by, even heroes have to cry
I do know that I'm great, but will people see that fate
So much to sacrifice, and none of it will suffice

What's the purpose of a dream, if it just stays a dream
They say, trading love, just so you to get above
Can I change everyone, by becoming number one
Is it even worth it, when they sell their soul for it

Can I find another way, that will have a lighter day
I cannot even tell, but I will fight
I'm not thinking about you, I'm not thinking about you
Woah, woah

You're the last thing on my, on my mind, on my mind, on my mind
I drank too much, I smoked too much
Counting the days I leave my note, and climb up to the top

Now to where I need to be
Where were the gods in the beginning
But I was tripping, cause my soul was limping on the floor
F*cking scraping energy to use

Cause he's so worn out, that I try tighten, but they kept it lose
The god laugh at my soul is spit on us
And then we trip down to earth, guess they spin on us
The constant battle, over the world

First dream maker, I'm against
The f*cking industry, who take down
To the real makers, a touch of gold
The greedy capitalists, the fakest fakers

But the product, so artificially official
Just f*cking give up
Where was the simpler time, where shit was actually fun
When does music quality, go with the church and needs a nun

I don't believe what I need
I believe it to resurrect in my soul
Before I go to the mountain again, to be collected
I'm not thinking about you

I'm not thinking about you
Woah, woah
You're the last thing on my mind
On my mind on my mind

(Yeah, that shit is real tight, you know)
But, to be honest
Just remember guys, to love yourself, forgive yourself
Make amends with something, with people

With people that you lost trust
Cause, I got one
And I f*cked up, you know
I'm changing a lot to make this shit right, you know what I'm saying

Much love to y'all
The dream maker
Not dream maker, it's just Juan
The human