Always feeling guilty
When I choose to pick me
Honestly it kills me
Can never put my foot down
I wanna love me like I love you
Loosing myself slowly
God I wish I liked me
Always end up crying
For more of you around
I wanna love me like I love you
Feeling heavy on my insides
I blame myself
Give me heaven in my real life
Without changing myself
Somebody get me
Somebody try to understand me
Nobody's with me
Waiting on someone who could save me
Easy to keep me around
Cause you don't even know me
With you I'm not growing
Stuck here convincing myself
That a new you loading
It's ugly but I'm so devoted
Feeling heavy on my insides
I blame myself
Give me heaven in my real life
Without changing myself
Somebody get me
Somebody try to understand me
Nobody's with me
Waiting on someone who could save me
Waiting on someone to save me