Julissa - BOOMERANG Lyrics

Yeah, it's been over a year
Didn't think that I'd be back
I've been struggling with my health
Couldn't focus on my craft
It was eating me alive, so I decided to fall back
I took a break, took a nap
Took a slumber, took another
Wasn't ready to face the world, so I stayed hidden, undercover
Used to cry myself to sleep, suffocating, under covers
Used to drive hella fast, I was furious, burning gas.
Though it coulda been avoided
I lost control & f*cking crashed

Now I'm tryna bounce back like I'm on a trampoline
Cus some people thought I quit, but I just stayed behind the scene
I was going through some things, needed som eone to intervene
But nobody ever did, so now I'm letting out my steam
Now I'm tryna bounce back like I'm on a trampoline
Cus some people thought I quit, but I just stayed behind the scene
I was going through some things, needed som eone to intervene
But nobody ever did, so now I'm letting out my steam

Swervin' and stressin' you don't even know
Angry demeanor, I don't let it show
Quiet and calm, but I'm bouta explode
Ticking time bomb
It's one helluva load
One helluva load, I'm bouta unload
I'm bouta unleash what I didn't befo
Bars for days, like I'm stuck in the cage
Swear I'm a Gremlin, I'm throwin' a rage
But I'm on a mission like Nicolas Cage
Shit is a maze, I was lost in a daze
Used to feel blue, that was really a phase
Ain't tryna go back, I'm tryna be saved
Too much on my plate to let it go to waste
I'm eating so greedy
Don't wanna be cocky, but you gonna miss me
The day that I die, is the day that they'll need me

Now I'm tryna bounce back like I'm on a trampoline
Cus some people thought I quit, but I just stayed behind the scene
I was going through some things, needed someone to intervene
But nobody ever did, so now I'm letting out my steam
Now I'm tryna bounce back like I'm on a trampoline
Cus some people thought I quit, but I just stayed behind the scene
I was going through some things, needed someone to intervene
But nobody ever did, so now I'm letting out my steam

People keep asking, "hey, you okay?"
My eyes say no, but my smile says, "great!"
How many questions is it gonna take
For y'all to realize that my life is at stake
My heart bouta break
& I cannot take any more pain or any more stress
The inside of my mind is truly a mess
My critical thinking is under duress
But I'll never fold, with pressure comes diamonds
I've said it before, ima keep shinin
Was making excuses, I'm done with the whining
Danny & Halloran, I got The Shining
Nav & Metro Boomin, I got Perfect Timing
Rhythm & poetry, I'm always rhyming
I ain't giving up, my voice what I'm finding
Ain't goin back, no more rewinding

Now I'm tryna bounce back like I'm on a trampoline
Cus some people thought I quit, but I just stayed behind the scene
I was going through some things, needed someone to intervene
But nobody ever did, so now I'm letting out my steam
Now I'm tryna bounce back like I'm on a trampoline
Cus some people thought I quit, but I just stayed behind the scene
I was going through some things, needed someone to intervene
But nobody ever did, so now I'm letting out my steam

Now I'm tryna bounce back like I'm on a trampoline
Cus some people thought I quit, but I just stayed behind the scene
I was going through some things, needed someone to intervene
But nobody ever did, so now I'm letting out my steam
Now I'm tryna bounce back like I'm on a trampoline
Cus some people thought I quit, but I just stayed behind the scene
I was going through some things, needed someone to intervene
But nobody ever did, so now I'm letting out my steam