Boys cry, tears fall
I'm starred eyed but closed off
Cause nobody taught me how to care for myself
I dream big but cry hard
Their skins thick and mines soft
I'm on a search for the love within myself
And we gonna make a way with it this time
There's a whole world outside waiting for me
And I fit in it just right
This could be anything I want it to be
Boys cry, tears fall
I'm starred eyed but closed off
Cause nobody taught me how to care for myself
I dream big but cry hard
Their skins thick and mines soft
I'm on a search for the love within myself
Crybaby quitter, insecure kid
27 savage, porn addict
Automatic, got a semi in the tuck with a full grip
Yet no malice in my clipse
Ah, I'll push it when I'm drugging
Man, I took some time off, had to re-assess
Baby don't be so hard, simply do your best
That's what I'm singing in my lyrics but my spirit don't feel it cause
All my friends have picked up and left
Abandonment issues, I'm navigating in the muddy waters
No dollar made in the office where I slave, yeah
I'm always tripping or I'm absent minded, yeah
I'm never good enough, I'm suicidal, yeah
Nobody wants me, man, nobody hit me, yeah
Won't live long, and won't nobody miss me, yeah
How could I break the cycle, trauma bonding
When most days I feel like doing nothing, yeah
You'll hear this and you still won't send a text message or a call asking how I'm really doing, yeah
Never pretty, everybody's second
Scars on my check from the acne that I popped in my youth
Cause the mirror gave me deep depression
I'm using apps to fix my complexion
I feel wicked when you send me emojis but not a single sentence
Makes me question is there ever feeling
Or are we pawns only triggered by an algorithm
I wanna tweet this but I reached my limit
Don't like my body, think my body's sickening
I think it's important I gotta admit it
Leave every secret untethered no matter how unpleasant, yeah
I gotta get it, boy I gotta get it
I cry more cause the pains deep
The tears leaked leave a stained cheek
Man, ain't nobody coming to save me
Boys cry, tears fall
I'm starred eyed but closed off
Cause nobody taught me how to care for myself
I dream big but cry hard
Their skins thick and mines soft
I'm on a search for the love within myself
And we gonna make a way with it this time
There's a whole world outside waiting for me
And I fit in it just right
This could be anything I want it to be
Boys cry, tears fall
I'm starred eyed but closed off
Cause nobody taught me how to care for myself
I dream big but cry hard
Their skins thick and mines soft
I'm on a search for the love within myself