July Quin - Lovers in California Lyrics

I always mess up a good thing
All my lovers moved to California (To the Westside)
2000 something miles away
Unaffected by my paranoia
I couldn't take you home
I couldn't verbalize the way you make me feel
And when you ask what's wrong
I'm scared to tell you would you even understand
Right now I'm on the highway speeding
On my way to hoping you come see me
I don't wanna have to reminisce over you
Late nights bout to spill my secrets
Drunk texting bout the way I'm feeling
'Cause what's it worth if you ain't got something to lose
I'ma shoot my shot
I won't waste my time
And when you fall too deep
You can blame it on me
I'ma be just right
I'ma live my life
I'ma test my luck
And I'ma be enough
I always mess up a good thing (I always always)
All my lovers moved to Arizona (They moved on)
Somewhere further where I stay
Where they meet someone without my trauma
I run don't do well with trust
I'm so good at sabotage
If at first you fail then try again
I sink won't apologize
Not sorry for loving hard
This time I'ma fight for what I can
I couldn't take you home
I couldn't verbalize the way you make me feel
And when you ask what's wrong
I'm scared to tell you would you even understand
Right now I'm on the highway speeding
On my way to hoping you come see me
I don't wanna have to reminisce over you
Late nights bout to spill my secrets
Drunk texting bout the way I'm feeling
'Cause what's it worth if you ain't got something to lose
I'ma shoot my shot
I won't waste my time
And when you fall too deep
You can blame it on me
I'ma be just right
I'ma live my life
I'ma test my luck
And I'ma be enough
I won't mess up this good thing
Won't lose my lover out in Minnesota
I won't obsess over my age
Love's the thing that puts my life in focus