Jung Money$ - Lost in My Head Lyrics

I'm lost in my head
I'm holding on by a single thread
I'm lost in my head
When will the pain and the suffering end?

I am my own biggest enemy
Tearing myself down steadily
People say this is a plea for attention, but this is just who I am mentally
Fighting myself
Comparing me to everybody else
I want to leave this Earth and go to heaven just to escape this living hell, yeah
This the only way that I release
I don't pop Xans, I don't smoke weed
I just look to the big guy G-O-D, but the war goes on, yo give me peace
I learn with my mind and I know with my heart
I should've known the world was messed up from the start
I want to make sure the world will remember me
What kind of life am I living with no legacy?

I'm lost in my head
I'm holding on by a single thread
I'm lost in my head
When will the pain and the suffering end?

You know I can't lie, and I really don't know why
Good things happen to bad people, why do I try?
Even worse than that, bad happens to the good
I can't wait for one to make me feel understood
I need a map out this trap, someone help me get out
People say my future's bright, but I'm darkly full of doubt
If some people believe in me so strongly
Why do others think I couldn't rhyme more wrongly?
Until I see happiness reached for me
I can't be happy for those around me
Cause if I'm the best, then I should be first
But if I'm the best, why do I feel the worst?
These days all I focus on is making my mark
I'm on the road to failure, if so stop it and park
Can't see the right path when I'm stuck in the dark
I'm lost in my head, so I listen to my heart yo

I'm lost in my head
I'm holding on by a single thread
I'm lost in my head
When will the pain and the suffering end?