Juno - still so small Lyrics

I'm scared
That my baby brain
Will take away from tomorrow
I know it's sick and it just needs love
But it's worrying what it's capable of

I'd really to hit 21
In my own apartment with my own rum
I'm scared that my baby brain
Will take away from tomorrow

But it's true
I've got so much to lose
Sometimes I remember
What I might be without you

In the backseat of my moms honda
We drive past the old family home
A 6 year old in my head runs out the white gate
She seems alone
I know

But it's true
I've got so much to lose
Sometimes I remember
What I might be without you

I'll lose out on next year and the years to come
If I keep carving monsters in the legs that need love
I'm scared of my heart and my brain and my trauma
And what my baby brain might take from tomorrow
What I've got to lose
You