The hardest part of not giving up
Is having to keep on going
All these measures I'm not living up to
The realization and the knowing
That I could be more
I could try harder
I don't know what's in store
But I know that it's farther
Than I have ever been
I'm only breathing
I'm jealous of what the others have
It's deceiving
I'm trying to find, what to live for
These days
Breathing is exhausting
How am I supposed to keep going
Knowing what it's costing
And having to find what to live for
I'm moving forward in time alone
My mind is standing still
Everybody else has it so easy
While I rely on a pill
Sometimes I feel so cold
Is this really living
I made the choice to not give up
But life is unforgiving
But here I am anyway
It's terrifying
When you decide the best option
Is not dying
And having to find what to live for
These days
Breathing is exhausting
How am I supposed to keep going
Knowing what it's costing
And having to find what to live for
It's the right decision
I'm doing the right thing
It's the right decision
I'm doing the right thing
It's the right decision
I'm doing the right thing
It's the right decision
I'm doing the right thing