jupi - Things Lyrics

There are times my mind astounds me
In good ways and in bad
I'm surprised at all the things
That go on inside my head
Sometimes I want to end it
Sometimes I see the light
I haven't given up yet
But sometimes I want to try
But if I end the race now
I will end the race still running
I want to be better
I want to see what's coming
Maybe I don't want to leave
There is so much still I've yet to do
Though it seems so far away
I'll try to push through
Will it all be worth the waiting?
Are good things yet to come
If I keep pushing forward
Will it feel like I have won?
So far it's been a struggle
I'm weary and I'm tired
But if better days are on the way
I'll keep putting up a fight
Can you promise me one thing?
That I'll be happy in the end
Maybe I don't want to leave
There is so much still I've yet to do
Though it seems so far away
I'll try and push through
And I know it won't be easy
I know I will have to be in pain
But I've been hurting for this long
I know I can wait
There are things I know I want
There are things I know I need
There are things I want to find out
There are things I want to be
There are things that keep me hoping
There are things that keep me here
There are things that make me wonder
If I will ever be free