jupi - tired of crying Lyrics

It's all I know, the hardship and the aching
Never alone, befriended by the sound of my heart breaking
We're so well acquainted, all my happiness is tainted
I can't smile, I just fall, but getting up is all I know
Maybe I don't want to get up anymore
I'm so tired of crying
They tell me to cheer up I'm trying
Is this real life or am I dreaming
I can barely breathe but I'm screaming
Pat on the back for putting up a good fight
Under attack, this isn't what I wanted
This is the hand I'm dealt, but I'm so bad at gambling
I've taken risks and never win
Everything is crumbling
I'm tired, I give up
I can't move, I feel stuck
All that I can do is shed a tear or two
But I'm so tired of crying
They tell me to cheer up, I'm trying
Is this real life or am I dreaming
I can barely breathe but I'm screaming
Cry in the morning, cry at night
All my power, all my might
All my hope, it's all gone
I have nothing left, I have cried for too long
I'm so tired of crying
They tell me to cheer up, I'm trying
Is this real life or am I dreaming, oh
I can barely breathe but I'm screaming