I give up
This unceasing routine has grown me tired
The weight, I loathe
Overbearing, I'm gnawing at the cage
But there's no use
All my efforts seem to make no change
What shall I do?
I'm desperate for respite
I'm selfish
I'm falling apart
As is everything
I've lost my taste
I only long for the nights where this flesh grows cold
But I can't feel
Limbless and damaged, I'm fractured
How long will I last
Before the decay begins?
Will I survive?
Will I ever be free?
I'm losing myself
Losing everything
In the cold
I seek for shelter under fallen leaves
I'm so alone
The burden of life is astounding
I'm losing myself
Losing everything
I'm falling apart
As is everything