JUST CHARLII - Blessing Lyrics

Another year gone feel like Iʼm wasting, precious time canʼt look my,
Watch in the eye,
To scared to face reality,
That I myself am the reason Iʼm slacking,
The reason Iʼm,
Still sat here on the shelf,
I got lazy let depression get the best of me, anxiety mad multiple panic attacks daily,
Mum and Jack really got to see the worst in me, I felt crazy looked to online threads to save me, desperate to find a solution yeah,
A quick remedy,
I refuse to take these crazy pills they offer me,
I blocked out everyone,
Without even knowing it,
Told people I loved them,
But my actions wasnʼt showing it,
Never told anyone about the depression,
So to everyone I probably just seemed mad rude, rather that than have to open up about the truth, rather that than have to open up about the truth, ainʼt that the truth though yeah,
I take each day as it comes, ainʼt no,
Point in stressing this,
Life is a blessing,
So I take each day as it comes, ainʼt no,
Point in stressing,
My life is a blessing and I know it,
I know
I know, I know
I know
I know
Yeah I know, I know
I know
I know
I know it
Yeah I know it
I refuse to let anymore time go to waste, struggling with a full-time job,
Iʼll do what it takes,
See I have to provide and I got blinded by it, pushed music to the side I canʼt deny,
Why would I lie that's pointless uh,
Life is a test and I almost fell for the game,
Nearly got sucked into the system man,
That shit is a shame,
I wanna at least try and achieve the dreams,
That I have in my head,
So when they lay me to rest,
Can say that I did my best and I wanna,
Help my family financially the struggles been real, watched mum go through some bad times man, that shit was hard,
Knowing there was nothing that I could do,
That would ever change her past,
My dad well my dads always been on the grind, does what he does for the family,
And that love is blinding,
Iʼve got blessing all around me,
And I finally see it,
Fought my own battles,
So donʼt say I had it easy,
When you havenʼt even seen it uh,
I take each day as it comes, ainʼt no,
Point in stressing this,
Life is a blessing,
So I take each day as it comes, ainʼt no,
Point in stressing,
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know, yeah I know
I know
I know
I know
I know it, yeah I know it
Your life is a blessing, your life is a blessing, your life is a blessing, life is a blessing, blessing,
Your life is a blessing oh yeah, yeah, yeah