I'm tired of feelin the way that I feel
I'm tired of fakes when I'm tryna be real
I'm tired of living in my life in the shadows I'm tired of stops when I'm tryin to heal
Now f*ck all this fighting I'm feelin so low
They tellin me stay but I'm wanting to go
And I'm all in my head and I don't even kno
Think I'm better off when I'm all on my own
Like ahhhh
God damn I can't even do it no more
I drowning myself and I can't even show
And I'm thinking it's done but I got more to grow
And I really just want it
Got all the keys but they stuffed in my pocket
I think I can do it I think that I got it
I'm shooting my shot but I already shot it
How I gotta stop ay
Im tired not livin my life to the fullest
I'm tired of people thinkin I'm the dullest
I came here to spread out my words to the people
I'm takin these shots like my bros takin bullets
And I cannot live with this shit on my shoulders
Supposed to get smarter as you gettin older
But rly the world it goes turns you more colder
Put it all away like some paper in folders
I can't sleep bro
Takin these shots now it's more like a free throw
We kno
Tryn stack up my chips like I work a casino
She know
Wan from japan to Bahamas come home and perform out in Reno ay
Told em now She know
I cannot live out in fear with the thought of my bro I can't help that I'm feelin alone
When all of my brothers pull up then you better go duck and don't run cuz we hittin the dome
And dont go and talk all that shit cuz you gonna get hit recommend to just stay off yo phone
Cuz we rly want all the smoke bro you shleep and I'm woke heal my pain wit the drank in the foam
Like ahhhh