Justin Jame$ - The Prequel (feat. Bekah Weston) Lyrics

What's wrong with me, what's my flaw
How come I can't have fun without breaking the law
How come true love is something i've never saw
And why do i protect my heart with a house of straw
Everyone i let in finds a way to hurt me some more, they do it without caring
Time to shut and lock my lil straw door, and time to start repairing
Imma make it bigger and Imma make it stronger
Because I can't take the pain for much longer
I trust too easily, it really is a curse
Cause everyone i trust, just make things worse
But it's time to move forward, time to stop pouting
Time to start over, enough of the pouting
Time to let them know that i'm ok
Time to let them know that I'll be fine
Time to let them know, their boy Justin James
Finds his therapy in each rhyme
So I write to pass the time, I rap as death gets closer
I write to stop the crying, I feel like this rap is now over

Take a journey in my mind
There's no telling what you'll find
Listen to this rap and you'll see
The demons inside of me
And if you take a peek into my heart
You'll realize i was numb from the start

My book was here when no one else was
Which is why she is the one that i trust
With my thoughts, she knows my depression
Writing in her is my therapy session
Because life gets hard when you live like me
And i hope this rap let's you truly see
That I'm different, I'm not like you
You can ask my friends, even though they are few
So i think me life is a joke, yup
And I know this part gonna make me choke up
Towel on my wrist so the the blood will soak up
But in the next morning, never woke