Callus Video (MV)

When is this shit gonna callus
Cuz I been too raw
They find me in the palace alongside the sun god
And feed me to the scarabs
Like Ima make it as a mummy 'stead of makin money
And I wonder
When is this shit gonna callus
Cuz I been too raw
They froze me under plastic
And then let my bones thaw
And feed me to the masses
Like Ima make it goin hungry 'stead of makin money

And now they take, take everything from me
I been spendin all my days, days watchin what I eat
Still it can't control my fate, fate
Feel so f*ckin weak
It's got me shakin in my legs and sweatin through these sheets
Now I gotta change em
Every time I change em think of you, you
The hallways of my heart always stained with your perfume
Used to live in color now it's black and empty rooms, rooms
Used to feel the love but now it's achin like a bruise
Definition hermitude, I live my life alone
I know you didn't wanna hear it over coffee on the phone mama, but don't be alarmed
I know you worry bout your son
But Ima open my heart strings and fix the broken ones
So that I can show em that

This shit is bound to callus
Cuz I been too raw
They find me in the palace alongside the sun god
And feed me to the scarabs
Like Ima make it as a mummy 'stead of makin money
But I know that
This shit is gonna callus
Cuz I been so raw
They froze me under plastic
And then let my bones thaw
And feed me to the masses
Like Ima make it goin hungry 'stead of makin money

And I could face, face everything
Again, face that it's in your head that's in your hands
You break down and you cry, but keep it under wraps
And twist it up in the sky, and holla no regrets
Until your back breakin
Every single sigh is buryin your pride
And the science couldn't tell you why
'Stead to try to get some sleep, vitalize
What you speak, how you 'have
Doesn't matter what they say
Just keep on let em saltin' get evaporate
I could write
'Way another night
Starin at the ceilin like the hours drippin off em we could soak it up with beach towels
Like they underwater sheets, it's got me freaked out
I could be floatin with the fish
But I would I would I would I would I would I would I swear
If I could relax a little on that loose leaf like puer
But you wouldn't wouldn't wouldn't wouldn't wouldn't care
If I left tomorrow
If I dropped the arts
If I left this world of ours and
Oh I been lookin
For anyone that resonates
I don't wanna imitate anymore oh I just wanna integrate
Got me lookin
For anyone that resonates
I don't wanna imitate anymore oh I just wanna integrate
I just wanna integrate

That this will callus
It's only a matter of time like magic
I'm always stitchin silver linin in the madness
And Im uh
It's gon' be mine
Gotta have it