I just can't take care of me
On the search for clarity
I sent myself to therapy
This is my transparency
Force myself to share these things
Even if its embarrassing
Porn addiction went rampant
Delusion told me I could manage
Anxiety had me in panic
I damned myself to the damage
Hyper-sexuality
Was distorting my reality
Pray these women don't get mad at me
For how I viewed their anatomy
Aye
I thought temptation was a curse
Now I realize it's a blessing
Cause every time I get the urge it reminds me
You're the only way to heaven
You know I've never been the cleanest, so
Pour bleach on all my dirty secrets
I just need Jesus
I just can't take care of me