jvstblake - i can't believe this is really something we have to talk about Lyrics

I can't believe this is really something that we're talking about
I can't believe those words just came out your mouth
I can't believe I thought that you were perfect
Now for all my future loves I'll have a list of doubts
Demons
Giving me issues I should need
Now you're giving me all these reasons
To Believe 'em
I really think I'm leaving
Leaving us both bleeding
You said I was enough
So why the f*ck you think you need him
You said it was an accident
I'm putting all the dots together
You did all that when we was really starting to talk forever
My mama said to still be careful
She can still do you wrong
But all I thought was "Nah, nah, not EVER"
But I probably should've listened
My ex f*cked me up but I could tell that you were different
This new lifestyles got me living a bit shifted
Shoulda remembered what my mom said in the kitchen
"It's okay to love
But don't fall for the touch
It just makes it that much harder when the times get rough"
I gave you one night in
And I gave me all up
I thought you were the one
I guess you thought it was just fun
What the f*ck did you want
Said I was the best you've ever had
So why the f*ck you on his tongue
Led me on for too long
Thought you were saving my feelings
But you were too wrong
Let me know your situation
I just want an explanation
Thats better than wanting validation
That don't make it
Let me know your situation
I just want an explanation
Thats better than wanting validation
That don't make it
I can't believe this is really something that we're talking about
I can't believe those words just came out your mouth
I can't believe I thought that you were perfect
Now for all my future loves I'll have a list of doubts
Demons
Giving me issues I should need
Now you're giving me all these reasons
To Believe 'em
I really think I'm leaving
Leaving us both bleeding
You said I was enough
So why the f*ck you think you need him
You know I got you by a string
I should cut it
Got you on your knees
Say "f*ck it"
Gasoline all your shit in bucket
Why you tell me that you love me
I was something of a puppet
Yeah, I know that pussy good
I really hope that man loved it
I don't wanna see you in the morning or the evening
Currently don't give a shit about you feel you're treated
I know I'm being harsh
I don't really think I mean it
Let me f*ck up on your best friend
I guess we can call it even
But that don't make anything better
I'm bouta go grab the Beretta
Show this man I get you wetter
Then call the boys down just to wet him
Dump his body in the ocean
I really don't care he ain't know shit
He still touching on your body with emotion
And there's enough to make a grown man throw shit
F*ck a devotion