Can't no one compare
Reminiscing to the times when you was really there
Looking in your eyes, I could've swore I saw the glare
Then I got to know you, could've swore that you was rare
Thought you didn't have a mask, I thought your face was bare
Life was going smoothly till you went and pulled the chair
Couple months went on, there wasn't love up in the air
Your feelings were gone, and I knew, but my mind was scared
Knew that it was over tried to get my heart to go prepare
And my friends they made fun of me cause I said you was the one
Should've listened from the start because now I'm looking real dumb
Should've listened to my parents when they said that I should run
But I didn't wanna break my promise ain't no giving up
Went to you I was a boy then I came out as a man
I knew that I had a choice I just didn't have a plan
Couple months I lost my voice I just didn't understand
Swear you had me in a high never wanted to go land
I was comfy in the clouds and you knew that
Cause of you I tripped my lady think I need my shoes back
All the arguments was dumb I wish we didn't do that
Remember when I first saw you I asked and I said who's that
Blessing or a curse oh no my lady I can't choose
Staying with you or leaving you was a lose-lose
Colorblind, I couldn't see it couldn't see when you was blue
But you never communicated so I never knew
Letter to my, I write a letter to my pain
Hated how the process went but loving how I gained
I hate you but I love you I don't know how to explain
I took everything that you gave and made it change my brain
Hurt heart, but I'm still loving
Letter to my pain, I hate it, but I love it
Hurt soul, but I'm still loving
Letter to my pain, I hate you, but I love you