I said look at this anxiety
And how it tries to silence me
Attempting to unwire me
Or devastate me violently
Recover from these moments
But something breaks inside of me
Reminding me of how much
A nigga can hate society
The irony
Of choosing a career with no privacy
Privately I look in the mirror and ponder who I should be
The somber song plays
And I sit and listen so casually
And think if there is possibly
An Earth in other galaxies
Some would call it blasphemy
Or challenge my audacity
When all I'm trynna do is
Expand their mental capacity
Naturally
I know how absorbing too many fallacies
Can lead to someone wanting to throw themselves off a balcony
F*ck you if you doubted me
You witnessing an alchemy
I start to see duality
In niggas who said they'd vouch for me
These the same people who claim
That we all family
If we fam
Then you the type
I wish I never had to see
The worlds so f*cked up
Innocent men locked up
People lying (lion) Mufasa
The man tell us to shut up
We freed you niggas
So wassup
Another day filled with pushed luck
Better watch how far you push us
Anxiety
Anxiety
Lookin for some issues
My nigga here's a variety
Anxiety
Anxiety
I don't think you even see exactly
What I'm trynna see
Anxiety, Anxiety
I don't think you can even
Envision just what I'm trynna be
Anxiety, Anxiety
Let's just keep it real
Please don't speak if you goin lie to me
Had good days
Had bad days
But ain't none of those
Was my last days
When you twenty-one
Things fast-paced
Trynna be something bigger
Then a rap name
Not Dash Dame or big jay
But I'm rock solid with my shit mane
But I've been thinking bout these risks man
And that ignorance is bliss man
But that ain't a new discovery
I've been hurt enough
I'm just focused
On my recovery
Shorty on my line and she looking very lovely
I could treat her like a queen
And she still won't truly love me
I stop trusting these hoes
Cuz they always up to something
My music is steady bumping
That's the only thing that help
That sounds overdramatic
That's just really how I felt
Y'all too greasy
I can tell
Anxiety
Anxiety
Lookin for some issues
My nigga here's a variety
Anxiety
Anxiety
I don't think you even see exactly
What I'm trynna see
Anxiety,
Anxiety
I don't think you can even envision
What I'm trynna be
Anxiety, Anxiety
Let's just keep it real
Please don't speak if you goin lie to me