K. Nick - Conversations (feat. Shad) Lyrics

Man it's gone hurt me just to say this shit
Man it's gone kill me just to say this shit
Yea I'm talking to you
So Ima keep it real
Really lost for words on how I act
And how I really feel
Like I can't trust nobody
Even tho you had my back
Looking at the situation
Damn man that shit was wack
Ever since I was a yougin
Avoided tryna get attached
Met a lot of good girls
Prolly woulda been a match
Seen it break too many men
I was like I'm straight on that
I don't know what happen to me
Heart cold and that's a fact
Every time they got close
I'd push away
Emotions get involved
I freaked out
And would never stay
Apologize for any lies
Or pain I might've put you through
If you lost confused on who you think I'm talking to
Just know I made this song for you
I always tried to tell the truth
Don't feel like I mis-used you
Too much pride
Rather see you happy than to sit and cry
It's sad to say
It's crazy cause you left
Gone
Then moved away
Why would a man force a girl to leave
When she wanna stay
Yea I'm talking to you
So let me keep it real
Let you know what I'm thinking and
How I really feel
Yea I'm talking you
So let me keep it real
Let you know what I'm thinking and
How I really feel
Yea I den made mistakes
No I'm not afraid to say
Wanted to let you know while you here
And it's all too late
Yea I den made mistakes
No I'm not afraid to say
Gotta lot up on my plate
I'll save it for another day
Emotions get you hurt
That's the worse
That's what I was taught
Stack yo money
Get yo bread first
You won't take a loss
Crazy
Both my parents happy from what I can see
Strange I never seen me having kids or a family
Nah dawg that wasn't for me
Honestly didn't wanna sacrifice my dream
I never faked it
Always told the truth
Never lead em on
Sex was like my medication
For me always being alone
I might've went about it wrong
No I don't have regrets
I think about my future life
Like I maybe I should settle down
Look for my potential wife
But the timing not right
And I still chase hoes
Steady tryna fill a void
Same bitch
Different clothes
Searching for the right one
Who could understand my flaws on why I do the things
I do
Help me figure out the cause
Hope that you understand I'm tryna be a better man
Looking in the mirror
Unveiling all my hidden thoughts
So you can see me clearer
Yea I'm talking to you
So let me keep it real
Let you know what I'm thinking and
How I really feel
Yea I'm talking you
So let me keep it real
Let you know what I'm thinking and
How I really feel
Yea I den made mistakes
No I'm not afraid to say
Wanted to let you know while you here
And it's all too late
Yea I den made mistakes
No I'm not afraid to say
Gotta lot up on my plate
I'll save it for another day
See I been through a lot
I've got scars
I didn't think that we would make it this far
See you den cut me off
Put us in the dark
See we don't even talk
Girl look where we are
Sick of my games
Ya say I won't change
Over and Over
I'm doing the same thangs
I been drinking and drinking
Now having problems
See I been praying and hoping that
You can solve em
Yea so I'm talking to you
So let me keep it real
Let you know how I'm thinking and
How I really feel
Yea so I'm talking you
So let me keep it real
Let you know how I'm thinking and
How I really feel