Kahlil - Wish Lyrics

I wish I never told you all these f*cking lies wish I did what I was supposed to
I wish I never wasted all this f*ckin time girl I wish I woulda told you
Now you sit here with this pain up in your eyes girl
You know that I never meant to hurt you
I'm regretting all this pain and all these times
That you cried over things we coulda worked through
Please don't take it personal
I been off the percs you know
Tryna feel the pain but it never really works you know
Think I need to let it go
You were so incredible
Never thought I'd see the day that someone else was next to you
Got me stuck awake all these voices in my head
Thumbing through the page of the things i never said
And I know you awake why you leave my shit on read
I bet I could find you up in someone else's bed
Girl you got me tossing turning
And you broke my heart its hurting
Said you need some space I know that means this thing ain't never working
Caught you with another person
Had him in the closet lurking
Got me in the studio I'm in my bag I bought a Birkin
I wish I never told you all these f*cking lies wish I did what I was supposed to
I wish I never wasted all this f*ckin time girl I wish I woulda told you
Now you sit here with this pain up in your eyes girl
You know that I never meant to hurt you
I'm regretting all this pain and all these times
That you cried over things we coulda worked through
Its been to long long
Think I'm boutta drown in this patron tron
Feelings that you had for me they're gone gone
Thinking bout this other person
Always told me we were certain
Tellin him another version
You told me get comfortable
I aint even notice you
You smile up in my face laugh behind my back so I cant f*ck with you
This ain't how its 'posed to be
He walked in replacing me
Tryna get these demons off my back my past was chasing me
Tell em get away from me
I wish I never told you all these f*cking lies wish I did what I was supposed to
I wish I never wasted all this f*ckin time girl I wish I woulda told you
Now you sit here with this pain up in your eyes girl
You know that I never meant to hurt you
I'm regretting all this pain and all these times
That you cried over things we coulda worked through