KAMO - Beginning of the End Lyrics

Guess this is where it ends or maybe where it begins
All my friends left me for dead and I ain't been the same since
I'm trying to cleanse my sins sitting here sipping some gin
This doesn't make any sense it's like my life was pretend
'Cause ya'll were always on the fence yeah that's the shit I could sense
Didn't ever lend me a hand after what I did for them
And I don't mean to offend but all of ya'll can forget
Me after what you did though please allow me to vent
I was trying to plan a life why couldn't you understand
Stopped doing all the drugs and finally took a stand
I decided for myself I deserved a second chance
It was time for things to change wasn't hard to comprehend
Then I went and found the right Wife it's like that's when it began
Said ya'll used to be my fam now it's disrespect
And no one knows who I am that just has me upset
Guess it's me myself and I with all of that being said I think I'm set
They say that time keeps moving on
And I got no clue where you've gone
All I know is you all did me wrong
So that's why I wrote you this song
It's the beginning of the end
It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end
It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end
It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end
It's the beginning of the end
Time keeps moving on and I got no clue where you've gone
And this ain't a diss song 'cause I miss 'em all
Even through the mist I still wish ya'll well
Yeah I was on the phone but you made the call
It ain't my fault I couldn't stand to see you fall
Became one with the dark side like Darth Maul
You were just a youngin' out here tryna ball
But I don't fight for friends man this isn't a brawl
You had a ton of problems that I couldn't resolve
'Round you is where your World revolved
So all in all our bond dissolved
I told you not to get involved instead you did while I evolved
If I recall you were the one who taught me that our time was small
So why'd you'd go and decide to get addicted to alcohol?
I knew damn well that you needed help always screaming out
That life was "never easy" and how you wish you could be in Hell
Don't know what the reason was just knew you succeeded well
Wishing you could redeem yourself saying that's all you dreamed about
They say that time keeps moving on
And I got no clue where you've gone
All I know is you all did me wrong
So that's why I wrote you this song
It's the beginning of the end
It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end
It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end
It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end
It's the beginning of the end time keeps moving on and I got no clue where you've gone