I need darkness to see what's behind me
I need water so I can breathe
I need distance to see through your honesty
I need courage to stop the bleed
I need courage so I can leave
I need courage so I can leave
I need courage so I can leave
I can leave
I can leave
You can't hurt me if I'm already broken
I can't fall if I'm lying down
But I heard every word that was spoken
It's safer to be the clown
It's safer if I'm the clown
It's safer if I'm the clown
It's safer if I'm the clown
I'm the clown
I'm the clown
I hate the way that you make me feel
Like I'm important and you for real
Should've done what they told me to
Cause they were right about you
How can I tell what I did not know
Should've let you go
My second and third never felt this way
And now I'm not okay
I hate the way that you make me feel
Like I'm important and you for real
Should've done what they told me to
Cause they were right about you
How can I tell what I did not know
I should've let you go
My second and third never felt this way
And now I'm not okay
I hate the way that you make me feel
Like I'm important and you for real
Should've done what they told me to
Cause they were right about you
I need darkness to see what's behind me
I need water so I can breathe
I need distance to see through your honesty
I need courage to stop the bleed
How can I tell what I did not know
I should've let you go
My second and third never felt this way
And now I'm not okay
And now I'm not okay
And now I'm not okay
Cause I'm already
I'm already broken