I'm lying here in hospice
Eaten up by cancer
I'm at stage four
I'm about to be killed
Can't see anything more
My body fully tattooed
Now as skeletonized
My fitness-treated muscles
Mercilessly pureed
I've never felt so strong
Yeah, I must be losing myself as a hero
You sit at the edge of the bed
Swimming in a sea of tears
Yes this softness is incredibly difficult for me
You Cried for me
Rhymed the most beautiful funeral poems for me
Lived for me the pain
With noble dignity
I'm stuck in a tank dress
Even in the deepest suffering
Can't I tell you how I feel
F*ck!
I'm a John Wayne idiot
I'm as good as dead
And it wants out
I push, cramp, swallow
I love you
Don't look at me like that
I really mean it
There is no more repetition
I just die now
Please let me go
Somewhere in the next life
Let's meet for a beer
I promise you that
But please stay for a very long time
There!
Get the f*ck out of here
I'm already dead in my grave
Cancer has won
Got me down
OKAY
No more fighting
I'm leaving now ahead of schedule
Cancer has freed me
Come black brother, take me with you
Wherever to go