[ Featuring P33 ]
I'm weighted down by anxiety in my chest
I push through it like doin a bench press
Waiting to exhale, freed by a single breath
Every time I inhale's like taking steps towards my death
My brain and heart at war
From all of the pain endured
Swimming against the current
My future remains unsure
Each day's an uphill battle
Take on more than I can handle
Dreams are like hidden treasure
I'm Seth green without a paddle
Can't see me I'm in the shadows
You hear me like a snakes rattle
And I may look like courage
But really I'm just a coward
Give me the strength of David
My fears as big as a giant
I'm patiently waiting aiming
To take em down like Goliath
I'm fighting for my dreams
Damned if I'm not the queen
Praying my heart has peace
Hide my pain so it's unseen
Promise that I'm still fighting
Just don't look me in my eyes
Fear you'll see all I'm hiding
You know that I cannot lie
If you let go
I'll lose control
Need you to know
I still have hope
I'm on my knees
I'm begging please
Lord if you hear me
Take this pain away from me
I'm weighted down by anxiety in my chest
I push through it like doin a bench press
Waiting to exhale, freed by a single breath
Every time I inhale's like taking steps towards my death
My brain and heart at war
From all of the pain endured
Swimming against the current
My future remains unsure
Each day's an uphill battle
Take on more than I can handle
Dreams are like hidden treasure
I'm Seth green without a paddle
I been living all my life like I'm blind
Putting out a front so I can pretend I'm fine
I got inner demons
Make sure that no one can see em
Cause if I ever let em go
You know it's open season
The man you see is not so bold with his pride
The passion burn but he got pain in his eyes
You be wrong if you think that I don't fight
This is my life so my own story I write
If you let go
I lose control
Need you to know
I still have hope
I'm on my knees
I'm begging please
So if you hear me
Can you take this pain away from me
I'm weighted down by anxiety in my chest
I push through it like doin a bench press
Waiting to exhale, freed by a single breath
Every time I inhale's like taking steps towards my death
My brain and heart at war
From all of the pain endured
Swimming against the current
My future remains unsure
Each day's an uphill battle
Take on more than I can handle
Dreams are like hidden treasure
I'm Seth green without a paddle
