Kayduff Bloom - It Will Not Be the Same Anymore Lyrics

Okay
How far will it go?
I'm not sure - that's for sure
Not at all, not anymore
Thoughts under control
Maybe overthinking was killing me?
Or maybe my lack of knowing
When they were screaming
Maybe my lack of knowing
When they were screaming?
Tell me how far will it go?
Lately the ceiling dents have been beautiful as never
Dense yet the same as the stars in the sky
Shining faintly, blinded by street lights
I'm a close observant swim-wandering the air like a feather
Neck has been stiff, laying on the bed
Finding things I couldn't find in my true self
I lead my eyes through the path of the fly's blood
That never felt more alive then
Unconscious like the human mind escaping the flesh cell
Disintegrating my eyes by melting them
To mature my deep dense depths
It's no use
These are loose ends
The ends of the ends
No final end
In the end or in the never end
No desire to end it all yet
But I'm so close
I wanna get in touch with you but you're on the other end
On my personal sky
The constellation never changes
I was looking at it, I was you holding tight
I was looking for a bond and you for something else
For so long
So, so long
I've learnt not to attach to anyone
Attach and over attach - what's the difference?
Since right now I feel great with myself and
Man I feel like I can relate
Man I feel like I could relate
Man I feel like I should relate
Man I feel like I can't relate
Not at all, not anymore
Or maybe? I am not so sure
The sickening future that's so vague
To exchange what life can already take
But yeah I'm getting there
Gonna end up in The Getting There
The Getting There - a new old state of the getting theres
(Are you dead?)
Yes, no, maybe
Staring within myself again
Staring at my faded flame
That will not give me the same answer again
I head on, head on over, I had head on clash
Sweat on the forehead 'cause I
Head on and head off and head on and head off
Available at Walgreens
Electrified ferris wheel
Please take me in!
Grand Theatrical Spec-Tackle
Phasing in and out with a huge magnitude
And a recruited coroner
Exposing an abandoned corner
Now I'm out of touch, like lines in the fingerprint
Like a broken spiderweb not having anything to interlink
Look at the power of this triumphant will!
Get ready to see this hopeless being dying to exist!
(Are you dead?)
Maybe, but I'm not giving up yet
I'm gonna live for these ceiling dents
I'm gonna live for all of these ends where
I will be the beginning of all of them
I'm gonna live alone like I always used to
Faded last flame will start burn again
'Cause motherf*cker that's the thing
No one but myself can know when I'm starting f*cking burning!
Welcome getting theres!
This is my terrain!
Listen to my pain's screeching sound
That says "no more pushing Joe around"!
There's no place for your scoffing
Shut up you stupid children and stop coughing
In fact get the f*ck out of here!
There will be no place for me in the coffin!
I know
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
Not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not
It will not
It will not
Be the same
Anymore
It will
Not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will not be the same anymore
It will
I take it all back
I take it all back
I take it all back
I take it all back