This Moment Video (MV)

Red dots on the wall
I've seen it all
I can't figure out why do we fall
Is it a roulette
Is it in my head
Stuck on three percent
Always been the weakest link
Never have dared to think I'd be here
But here I stand
It wasn't my plan
Oh
Oh
It wasn't my plan
Oh
Why am I here
And not him and not her
Is it my will to live
The willingness to commit to this And put God first
The drink I didn't sip
When it was offered
Recoiled from the hot flame
You got burned
Remains inside urns
Survivors guilt
Wish I was there to revive you still
No response when I talk to you
I know you're with me
I feel these body chills
Traumas real
Some things take more time to heal
Reach out when you need help
Pick up the phone the silence kills
We get complacent
Chasing relationships and dollar bills
A void in our soul
Issues arise as we try to fill
Sidetrack sobriety
Lose everything we worked so hard to build
Human power can't save you
I'm hoping the Narcan will
We are here
And we're not moving
We are free just for this moment
We were the shackled
We are the broken
But we are set free
Just for this moment

To be honest
I've always felt inadequate
How can this addict quit
We surpassing the averages
Living with an insidious disease
It becomes tragic quick
We surrender to gain
The best weapon to combat it with
In a place where desperation
Is seen as a gift, used the program They had mapped for it
And I haven't slipped
Found power
To promote positivity
And I'm proud to
But with ego inflation
My help loses its value
Careful watch my intentions
Honest confessions
Of my faults and digressions
Find my balance
Can't fall back in depression
I'm shedding my self-centeredness
Devil I won't let him in
Feeling good in my heart
And I'm smiling more than I've ever been
Blessed with better friends
In any weather never feel lesser then
Live for the moment
I'm grateful for every second spent
But I just received a message damn
Another friend is dead again
The light feels brighter than it would
If we hadn't known the darkness
If we hadn't suffered
The harness of our own fate
That we escaped
We follow the footsteps of those
Who've already travelled this way
The road has already been paved
And all we have to do is stay

We are here
And we're not moving
We are free just for this moment
We were the shackled
We are the broken
But we are set free
Just for this moment