Oh, oh, oh, oh Yeah, yeah
My pillow knows my pain, every night I cry alone
Feels like the weight of the world got so damn heavy on my own
It's like I'm cursed to bear these storms, no light, no calm, no sun
When all I ever wanted was a break, just a taste of being done
Every time I try to stand I get knocked back down
Sick of fighting the same damn battles just to drown
I'm staring at the walls, wondering what's left to lose
Caught in this cycle, got me questioning my truth
But God, please make my heart strong enough
To handle every struggle, every scar
Help me find the strength to keep going
Even when it's so damn hard
They say there's a reason, a lesson here to take
But it's important to just breathe
Close my eyes, give my mind a break
I've been running in circles, getting lost in endless fights
And it got me thinking, questioning if any of this is right
Why does the universe send me hell when all I wanted was peace
Does it think I'm strong enough? Or is it just pushing me to my knees
I'm holding on tight, but it's slipping through my hands
Feels like I'm screaming, but no one understands
Can't shake this feeling, like it's all for show
Trying to believe, but I don't know where to go
Oh God, please make my heart strong enough to carry every bruise
I'm so tired of wondering why I got so much to lose
Let me find the courage to let it all go for a while
Just a moment of silence, a breath, a reason to smile
I know I'm not perfect, yeah, I make my mistakes
But sometimes all I want is just a f*cking break
To look at the sky without questioning why
To feel the warmth, not the ache
Not the empty goodbyes
So here I am, talking to the night like it can hear me
Asking the stars, when's it gonna get easy
My pillow knows my pain, but it's tired of holding tears
Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up to fewer fears
God, please make my heart strong enough
For what lies ahead
I've bled, I've broken, I've fought, I've bled
Just give me one moment where the world feels right
A chance to breathe, to live, to say goodnight