Kevin Kolk - Deep End Lyrics

I'm feeling restless
So disconnected
So many sleepless nights
Wouldn't recommend it

I'm apprehensive
Don't know where my head is
You wear your heart on your sleeve I wear my nerves on a necklace

Feel like I've been holding my breath I'm anxious and I'm out of my depth

So I wrap myself around in the arms of my own sweater find myself in doubt thinking how can I do better
The voices in my head are getting louder than my friends It's harder and harder to play pretend
While i'm stuck in the deep end

It's hard to follow
If you go where I go
You can't drown in a puddle You can't feel my struggle

I feel the weight fall on my shoulders I guess this is getting older
Does it get easier
Or do we get used it?

Things don't get easier
You just get used to it